speak out..

earlier this day we (again) tried to agreed upon some issues related to our to-be-conducted seminar on the 1st week of march..
but as usual.. things happen again, voices raised.. and im not comfortable with it, if others find it funny or just ignores it.. i can help but notice it..
you know, i have feelings to.. and there are some significant feelings that are need to share about.. like the one i am feeling right now.. i am not against anyone.. i know that every person has the right to speak about his/her ideas and perceptions.. but it could be better if it's in a nice way.. a professional way rather..
some people, are used to talk differently.. some chose not to talk at all and some are trying to be heard but not given a chance to..
i cannot hate our class.. it's my family in school.. we may have differences but still we need to work on this together to be successful.. i just hope for my classmates to listen to anyone's idea and give him/her a chance to talk.. and of course to bring her self esteem up and not to reject it.. you know.. being considerate on  different matters can lead to a unified goal.. there is no and bad suggestion.. what's good is they did try to think and somehow contribute..

just want to share that i felt over-powered.. there are two ways which i can respond to this kind of situations..1) i felt melted with the words i heard and loss my self and what i stand for.. and 2.) it the voices remained that powerful and pissed me off.. i can do the things which have done to me.. and lose control over my temper and self..which is far more to happen.. i usually felt dying-guilty after i did that.. coz im not naturally that..

what happened is the first one.. i was depressed and weakened..
but what i felt is not important.. what i can do is much better..
i pray and hope that we learn how to listen.. to speak out is good and it is where leaders are formed through voices being heard.. but not let us remember that not all people can be as vocal as the others.. some tends to find the perfect time to shine and be recognized..

learned something?