hated..

i hate thinking about the things i was unsuccessful to do..
i dont want to create anger in my heart but i thinks it's burning inside..
how am i going to start another life with things involved with it..
now that i should do it in order to pay for a favor..

i know i dont have the right to condemn, to judge..
and much time passed till this present time..
i know somehow i have forgiven things..
only time heals but not erases mistakes..

so now i pray hard, every time i feel the fire..
this is not right so i need to be what is justifiable..
inner self versus society is paranoia..
only truth can bares it all..

therefore these last days, ill make it best..
ignore things for the good of all..
i know it wont last but at least i'll let it pass..
now's the second time, the chance.. take it from me..

ANGER "it's like a poison...it can take you over. Before you know it, it turns you ugly."

                                            dont take this seriously, but it's funny.. hehe