at this time i should be studying even if i don't have classes today..
but im here :]
just so you know, my weakness is guilty conscience.. i hate feeling guilty for the things i have done and undone.. surely later this day i'd be feeling this because i've been relaxing at this time..
whenever i study, i used to be reading books, or even explaining to myself how this and that happened.. i want someone to share the things that i know, to asses how i really understand the situation.. but ironically, i tried encouraging my friends to form a group study but it fails.. maybe we just have to go along with our daily tasks..
at night as i study, when i feel sleepy already.. i go to sleep immediately, because i believe that i should not force myself to study if im tired.. but a day ago, our lecturer mentioned a phrase that struck me..
it was like this.. "as you relax and rest, others are preparing"... guilty conscience again!! so now i placed a memo at the front of my table with that saying... including the words "nagpapahuli ka ba? " or "are you letting your self be left behind?
but still i dont force my self to be neurotic in studying.. i just take my time.. the right time.. :]
God bless
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