sign..

 

just want to share something:

im not the person who usually ask God for signs or something.. but a friend named eina, asked for a sign because she's so confused whether to file for the board exam or not.. she's feel that she's not ready to tkae the exam.. but if she'll ask me ill say that its better for her to take teh exam, take the risk and trust her ability.

the sign she asked was a white butterfly.. and God gave her that sign.. im very happy for her :]

last night i was also confused about deciding about a certain problem.. answerable by a yes or no.. i asked a friend about that but our conversation was cut off due to i cannot reply to her.. so i asked God, if (my classmate, who dont used to text me) texted about anything.. then i the answer to my problem was no.. later that night i was about to decide.. and my classmate sent me a message :]

thanks God

but you..

being creative..

LURVEEEET!!

i really love my wallpaper.. because i really searched for them... done some clicking and voila! a very greeny, clovery and refreshing wallpaper..

happy weekend everyone! IMY all..

studying..but a moment! post to blog for a while..

I MISS BLOGGING....

i read my last post and it was merely 2-3 months.. same as those who commend my post, i just approved them a while ago..

blogging changed me into someone i should have met before.. expressing thoughts here is like telling everyone who you are.. not afraid of rejections or criticisms.. this is my blog and this is my world..

ive been currently busy preparing for the board exam, meeting new people at our review facility.. time flied so fast and two months already passed.. i never thought that it was too early to discipline myself to develop study habits and to face reality of being a registered nurse..

i asked some people, including my mom, if she's bothered that i might fail the exam.. and all they said was "no", knowing that people around you are confident enough for me to pass is like the feeling that i already passed the exam..

i believe in myself that i have known this course.. i studied it (that's why i graduated from it) im putting efforts to be the best i can be.. i treat those who are better than me as motivation for me to study.. that i can still be better like them.. i enjoy having this kind of pressure.. i learn from my mistakes.. i do not worry if i forgot something cause i know it was just somewhere in my brain, waiting for the right moment to get out.. i want to help everybody build up the motivation to study harder.. people are saying things, that even if i dont study i can surely pass the board exam.. but this is what i believe, "if you are not going to study, how will you pass the exam? no one who took every exam has not prepared for it.. preparation is the key to success" i dont rely to stocked knowledge.. i continuously fill it with things i still need to know..

anxiety, for me does not exist this time.. but i believe it will few days before the exam..
ANXIETY add up with EXCITEMENT.. :]

God bless to others who will take the december nursing board exam
including clai and angelmay

time passed..

can't remember how long i've been off to blogging.. felt like forever..
but ive decided to post before my review for the nursing boards..

after graduation (last march2010) i learned that vacation is'nt REALLY fun.. since i've finished school..
my mom's not giving me money anymore.. (but she loads my cellphone, thank goodness she's not asking where am i spending my cellphone load and whom am i texting..etc...)
i came to develop this routine at home:
7.00am wake up
7.30am breakfast
8.00am clean the house
9.00am take a bath
9.30am read
11.00am watch TV
12nn lunch
1.00pm read
3.30pm watch TV
5.30pm snack/dinner
6.00pm read
8.00pm watch TV
11.00pm sleep

no wonder i've finished reading most of my nursing books.. BUT this routine isn't helping my social self.. im STILL stuck at home.. i want to go somewhere, see new things..seem like im frozen..

but on monday, im going to start my formal nursing board exam review at sta.mesa, manila..
too sad im on my own, but that's ok, i just think that it's my sacrifice.. being alone isn't bad,, as long as you dont keep yourself alone in the middle of the group you belong with..:]
maybe this is the challenge to my social self, learning from others, knowing new faces and living with change..

one important thing i've learned from schooling, it bounds people and separate them at the right time. and those you've kept for the longest, will last forever..