taking time...

at this time i should be studying even if i don't have classes today..

but im here :]

just so you know, my weakness is guilty conscience.. i hate feeling guilty for the things i have done and undone.. surely later this day i'd be feeling this  because i've been relaxing at this time..

whenever i study, i used to be reading books, or even explaining to myself how this and that happened.. i want someone to share the things that i know, to asses how i really understand the situation.. but ironically, i tried encouraging my friends to form a group study but it fails.. maybe we just have to go along with our daily tasks..

at night as i study, when i feel sleepy already.. i go to sleep immediately, because i believe that i should not force myself to study if im tired.. but a day ago, our lecturer mentioned a phrase that struck me..

it was like this.. "as you relax and rest, others are preparing"... guilty conscience again!! so now i placed a memo at the front of my table with that saying... including the words "nagpapahuli ka ba? " or "are you letting your self be left behind?

but still i dont force my self to be neurotic in studying.. i just take my time.. the right time.. :]

God bless

avatar..

hi guys, recently we have a new baby around the house.. a young guinea pig considered as a baby because it's acting like one.. well i guess it's too young to be treated as a pet..

it's name is "avatar".. haha.. my mom gave that name..

but we also have a much bigger guinea pig than avatar.. it's name was wolverine (almost 9inches)..

anyway.. before avatar arrived in our house.. i used to wake up by 3.30am and study something, but instead of waking too early because of avatar's noise (guinea pigs usually have their distinct sound.. it's like whistling) at 3.30am as the sound of our alarm clock.. avatar is also sounds like an alarm to us..i used to overslept because of avatar waking up so early.. maybe im trying not to make noises so that it would not whistle more.. im kind of pissed off but i know it is too young, so maybe avatar needed some attention.. during the day i spend more time with it.. feeding , playing..

i hope it will grow as big as wolverine, avatar is now almost 4 inches.. :]

sign..

 

just want to share something:

im not the person who usually ask God for signs or something.. but a friend named eina, asked for a sign because she's so confused whether to file for the board exam or not.. she's feel that she's not ready to tkae the exam.. but if she'll ask me ill say that its better for her to take teh exam, take the risk and trust her ability.

the sign she asked was a white butterfly.. and God gave her that sign.. im very happy for her :]

last night i was also confused about deciding about a certain problem.. answerable by a yes or no.. i asked a friend about that but our conversation was cut off due to i cannot reply to her.. so i asked God, if (my classmate, who dont used to text me) texted about anything.. then i the answer to my problem was no.. later that night i was about to decide.. and my classmate sent me a message :]

thanks God

but you..

being creative..

LURVEEEET!!

i really love my wallpaper.. because i really searched for them... done some clicking and voila! a very greeny, clovery and refreshing wallpaper..

happy weekend everyone! IMY all..