Wednesday, December 16, 2009

hoping to finish this..

im the kind of person who get things done fast, im working with my group for thesis and i think we are getting slower and slower everytime we need to accomplish something. maybe bacause our time managemetn was not fixed well or some of us was less interested in helping. i want to live in a fast-paced life, but not all people can sope with me, that is why i feel guilt, mabye they are pressured with my actions and ideas. but this effort i am giving is for the success of our group. i hate doing thigs alone, i see myself as pathetic. but i usually do things on my own, and asks them for editing my work or adding up infos i missed.
i dont know why i am feeling like it is my own fault.
i dont hate lazy people, the thing i am annoyed most were people who do not know how to return a favor, a simple favor.
i remember what my management professor told us: "we all have the same number of hours a day, and it is up to us on how we are going to spend it" i admit that i am lazy at times, i feel sleepy reading books and choose updating my facebook rather than studying. but i also remind myself that i am a fourth year student, and few months from now i will graduate and live my chosen career now. that is my wake-up-call for studying.. "my future" and it is effective enough to make me read some of my notes sometimes.
i hope everyone also realizes my thougths.

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