scared from what i do not know..

earlier this morning, i realized my fear.. why i do not what to do such thing is because i lack confidence and knowledge. i was disappointed with myself, for i thought i was striving to be better... but realized that my best is not good enough.. :( hopefully, that experience will help me strive to be better and i believe that it is not too late to change.. i'll stop regretting the past and just prepare for the future. ;)