Friday, March 12, 2010

do i look like a guy?

i dont like it when a person told me that i look like a guy.. yes, i got my father's looks but still in a girly way.. obviously because im a girl..

sometimes i get insecure with myself because i dont have that beautiful feminine features, but still satisfied with what i look.. just accepting that other women are blessed to have pretty faces and girly looks.. and some are not..

sometimes, i see myself as typical, normal, unnoticed and one of the crowd.. but when someone recognizes me and lift my personality to others.. that's when i start to feel ..'me'.. the feeling of getting yourself known..

that's the reason why i dont wear make up.. or anything.. but now being influenced with my pretty friends.. im starting to fix myself and be pretty recognizable.. hopefully..

and now here i go again, insecurity invades my personalty.. psychologically and socially..

i want to be like every other ladies who look pretty.. ><

im not pleasing anyone to like me.....and that person?.... i think just teased me because i think im the least pretty girl he/she know.. so mean! hate it..

:(

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1 comment:

Armored Lady said...

grace, my blush looks good on you!
I put on make up because it pleases me that I look good....
I remember the pink blushes on our faces......^_^